Basically I remember bits and pieces of being in and out of consciousness in various peoples bodies in various different instances of the time continuum whereupon returning to my own body which was badly damaged and most likely was animated by others intending to discredit me or make me look bad or guilty of some crime, probably a crime of personal attack of sexual nature against any young woman since I was 20-21 years old at the time this type of crime seems most fitting to be blamed for that age group. So I am in and out of consciousness in my body as well as in other people's bodies as they are tortured or otherwise hurt in very terrible ways by their interrogators.

While experiencing in and out of body experiences I can remember tidbits of memories of a variety of tortuous and humiliating circumstances occurring to victims whose bodies I was momentarily in or for longer periods in some cases. Most memorable event would be where someone is flying a large plastic 747 or 757 airplane around by hand in a room filled with large models of skyscrapers from New York and I was supposed to guess correctly that they were flown into the skyscrapers on 11.Sep.2001 which I did not know anything about and after repeated hints my interrogators lost patience and proceeded to sodomize me with the 3-4 feet size plastic airplane model of a 747 or 757 jumbo jet. I did not have a clue as to what they were trying to get me to remember about the future or the past and I don't even know weather I was in my body at the time this was happening where I might of recently returned from a near or total death experience with valuable information or if I was in another person's body who was responsible to know about these things but was missing from his or her body in which I found myself in being questioned about the model airplanes flying into sky scrapers and I did not know the answers to the questions that were asked of me. It is difficult to make sense of all that has happened to me in 1990 august but an attempt of some chronological order follows here.

In 1989 prior to going to England with the USAF I and my new girlfriend (Snowbird) at the time experienced an event where we were under the control and influence of at least one professional hypnotist or doctor along with his aids who were taking orders from the doctor like figure or neurosurgeon of some sort who may have been using recovered alien technologies to override peoples own free will in his vicinity, anyway, both our bodies my girlfriend and mine were taken over and possessed by I believe clients or other victims of these doctors having hypnotic influence over the whole events. I believe that in front of a small audience trough whom others may have been observing and witnessing by way of spiritual possessions of present audience members, I guess to keep the real witnesses or observers identities hidden, myself and my girlfriend were both mentally forced into cooperating and performing sexual acts with each other where we would have various control over our level of participation and enjoyment in the pleasurable parts of those acts all in front of the anonymous witnesses who were standing there, whom in turn may have been in an out of body experience of their own seeing other things or possibly interacting with future events and not being present in the moment to witness what was going on.

In light of this background I was in England within 6-9 months after this event. While I was in England the more stranger thing has happened to me there. My skull was cracked, my neck broken, my lower back hurt a disk damaged, and I was sodomized once again like when I was a kid growing up in Romania when neurophsycologist would do those abusive things to me, when I was a small kid including an event when I was getting my tonsils taken out, the doctor almost ripped my whole tongue out and afterwards a bit later that day younger intelligence people came in to traumatized me sexually, this was the worst event up to that age (six) in my life at that time. Later when I was 20-21 and in England it would be much worse, but due to military service and all that I had to be made to look like nothing has happened to me and all my injuries experienced rapid healing to a point at least and my memory was severely reconstructed around happy thoughts and a happy military experience. To help healing I was urged and a small interest in me was created to take a 30 day vacation, which I did and with a Euro Rail pass I visited many exciting European capitals with trains when I was in Europe.

I did not think about getting to the bottom of what has happened to me leading up to me being allowed to take a 30 day vacation at the start of the first Gulf War hostilities in 1990 august until nine years later in 1999 august when for the second year in a row a sudden and severe depression came on me and then I visited the Albuquerque Veteran Hospital and was an inpatient for a week for post traumatic stress and depression and during this time a CAT scan of my brain revealed a shocking large crack in my skull, broken neck, dents in my skull, small screw holes in the bone of my skull where a harness or halo may have been used to secure two halves of my cracked skull together and relieve tension from the weight of the head on my broken neck while the neck was healing, and what looked like large regions of relatively dead or inactive brain tissue near the center of the brain inside my skull. I was asked how I got those injuries which have clearly showed up on the CAT scan photos trough which I was able to see my injuries for the first time which showed the blunt trauma to the skull where objects had impacted it hard. My reply was that those are not pictures of my skull and that they have made a mistake because I was never involved with anything that could even remotely allow for that type and serious injury to have ever taken place, and that I would know about it if it happened to me, to which they firmly said that this study came out of that machine where you were in just now. I was shocked and I told them that nothing in my life happened to me that could allow for these types of injuries to occur to me! The only exception was in England around the start of the Gulf War hostilities in august 1990 but I could not remember the details or have any proof. They looked at me strangely, I told them I was fine and that I was healthy, that I am a jogger, no pains anywhere, did not even know I had a cracked skull. The only health problem that I have is a crushed lower back disk that sometimes leaks and it then hurts, but the rest of my injuries I did not even know I had until I saw parts of the CAT scan results in august 1999 at the VA hospital.

So as a result of something strange that happened to both myself and my girlfriend in the fall of 1989 I was in England within a few months and at the start of the Gulf War hostilities of 1990 august I pretty much received a severe beating and life threatening injuries where I passed on (died) several times, then I was in the spirit world, traveled forward and backwards in time, communicated with others about events that would take place in the future, experienced great deal of duress in various peoples bodies whom were tortured for various different reasons at the time that I was in their bodies, one time under hypnosis correctly targeted at me while in another persons body I was ordered to "do myself in" and I was given an M16 rifle along with live ammunition and not being able to resist much of the hypnotic commands I regrettably extinguished my life in that persons body yet I did not die because I was already dead, removed from my body and I was in another persons body in spirit following orders to kill myself, I believe they died. Other times I was signing things while in important peoples bodies, mostly checks and money issues, but it was stupid because I would sign my name and not their name because I did not even know whose body I was in at the time that the out of body experience was happening to me as a result of being killed at the start of the Gulf War hostilities in 1990 before I went on a 30 day vacation that helped in healing my injuries.

As I am writing this I can see how this "technology" could be used by organized forces of clandestine nature against high ranking officials in competing governments where a detailed study of the habits and personality traits of a person could be learned by a would be impersonator who would spiritually exchange places with the target and could continue to live out the rest of the target's life living in the victims body while all the people around the victim would not be able to recognize the difference or that anything unusual has occurred to the target or victim. In the hands of skilled professionals these extraordinary tools and circumstances if they can be repeated and controlled could become a valuable resource to topple governments and change the outcome of world events. The best defense against such a perceived attack is to avoid concentrating power in the hands of a few where one person could make all the difference in an important outcome which makes that one person a likely target for takeover attack by spiritual possession, or other similar forces of unknown nature?

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